Wishing the pain away

So I have been laying down for a while wishing the pain to go away, afraid because the shoulder pain reminds me of my hand/wrist pain and if that’s the case, I’m scared.  I’ve only had this disease for a little over a year and it scares the hell out of me.

Does this mean that my shoulder has gotten as far as my hand/wrist, will this pain be like this off and on and eventually always on?  What the hell, I’m just scared.  I admit it, scared, scared and more scared.


Author: Dawn Angelique

I'm 47 year old lesbian living in a body that doesn't like me. I have Rheumatoid Arthritis, Fibro, Diabetes, Bipolar, Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, Hypertension, HBP, High Cholesterol. and neurapothy. But through all of this, I'm finally learning to live, even if it's just for moments.

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